I was just thinking that I'm supposed to be doing something with myself besides what I'm doing now, which would basically be nothing. I am suspended from college this semester because lack of motivation, better known as laziness, and getting caught up with other people's drama and priorities. I don't understand why I choose the wrong path when I know that my education and future should be what I am most concerned about. Does anyone else seem to be in self-pity from time to time or am i the only one who hasn't got the memo from myself?